Today was mediocre at best.
It began rough.
Last night I had 2 hours of sleep, well, maybe I am exaggerating a bit. I went to bed early, since i had little to no sleep the night before, at nine. I set my alarm to go off every two hours to take a painkiller, yet i guess i made a mistake for setting it at 11 am, rather then pm. I woke up from pain at 1am, five hours past the time i went to bed, and in AGONY.
the only worse thing than agony, is agony in the middle of the night.
The only thing worse than agony in the middle of the night
is agony in the middle of the night while needing to piss
being unable to move due to the loss of a leg, and the inability to move
any part of the body
since it has been taken over by pain.
Let me describe this sort of pain.
This sort of pain makes your teeth chatter, it is like lust in the way that when it is present, nothing else exists, everything aside for the immediate pain loses its importance. It makes your hips clench, it makes your eyes squint, and your entire body becomes livid and tense. Pain does not discriminate between one part of your body and the other, rather it moves from its birthplace and quickly takes over all parts of the body and mind. Your glands produce water, and you soon realize you are laying in the dampness of your own sweat. This pain does not "throb" like a paper cut, or a swollen ankle. This pain... hmm... this pain feels similar to the way a knife would feel if it was lodged in your knee cap. for HOURS. Constant, never ending, Days upon days upon days upon daysupondaysupondaysupon. Well you get my drift. Basically i feel like shit, and when the pain is here, it feels like its never going to leave.
Also, it makes you look like shit !


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