Mine

breathe just breathe just breathe cmon keep breathing.

I can't believe how much pain a human can endure. This doesn't seem fair. KNOCK ME OUT ALREADY. today I sat in the car for 6 hours it wasnt that bad... I knocked myself out for the majority of the time yet a few things got me down. First.... Inhuman pain, like i mentioned... right now. I am trying to breathe in a pattern to keep the pain steady, any change seems to make the pain extreme or inconsistant which is bad badbadabdad. Oh so, This morning we realized we only have 11 percocet left, so We went to dr. fulkerson's office to get a refill.. he told helen to stop BABYING ME and that it was BAD FUCKING PARENTING. ARE YOU SERIOUS. like.... realy? he also said I should be on crutches, no wheel chair.

FUCK HIM. helen said i was in severe pain, he said id have to "fight through it" and "of course there is going to be severe pain, we cut bone" and it was "100 times worse than the last operation" yet I only get one refill of the same kind of painkiller i got for wisdom teeth. This, seems, to me, to be complete and utter BULLSHIT. he told us at the operation to rest for 4 days, not move, let it set, yet he is saying to get up and bounce around on crutches????? and hes an organic farmer who is anti medication.... This is such bulllllshit. SUCH BULLSHIT.