Mine

just had a thought, each day i would never want to relive again recently.. its so hard to get through just 24 hours. You couldn't pay me to relive last night, or yesterday. Or im going to guess today, once i make it through. But i guess I do make it throughh. It sucks but i'll be okay. God, its just so hard to think of 5 weeks that i havent gotten through that I know I will never want to relive again.

ugh. blah

ps: this is what I am wearing:

blue underwear I wore in surgery... Still wearing them... black shorts.... still wearing them from after surgery.... white - ish bra with coffee dribbles, food crusties and other unrecognizable blobs all over it... crumbs down my shirt and I'm going to guess bacteria growing all over my unwashed body. My hair is turning into dreadlocks, and my teeth are rotting for sure.

lookin gooood.